Dao and thinking of the philosophy

Without even Dao being so scared I would have towed if I went to the Vet to get Dao a floral.
My friend told me even more thoughts of grace and mysticism and it was doubtful to choose to be here, many people believe.

You know she chose to be there not you who sells
My friend studied very expensively and as I always liked philosophy and that’s why I chose the name Dao.
Respect her time, it’s not love with a master.
My friend told me even more thoughts of grace and mysticism and it was doubtful to choose to be here, many people believe.
I have friends who follow Mystic.

But the vet told me that he could help him if I told him that I take it from my nervousness from my epilepsy to my friend who does it today let’s see why he explained that he has to be in the water during the day because if you give he will not keep.
So today I’m going to get a floral pain Dao.
Dao makes me think a lot and remember the philosophy and good nation.
Hi wonder what is in her mind. In my mind makes it to remember the first place that I went to Asia what’s the China then I was volunteer in Thailand, a d Lau. Then I started to go to countries around but it behind me that when I went to the temples in time there were many cats.
I wonder if their mind it’s cool and if he’s running from himself like I always did with myself. I hope that he will feel she’s like me more calm in front of the sea but maybe it is for my selfish.

Dao and the cat with Epilepsy

Yesterday when a friend came by and she has a cat, she tried to touch her but she ran.
We needed me to take her to the vet.
We didn’t even know if it was a boy or a girl.
But at the time they tried and it was building.
I don’t know where anger or fear comes from
I warned you, but I didn’t know about the animals.
But today strange things with me.
I arrived early, and saw Dal distressed, and a nervous dog arrived.
I told the lady, it looks like your dog to me, and it looks like an epileptic fit. I explained that I spoke because I am epileptic. The lady told me what it is. It touched me and I said “I will play because I understand how it is”
I kept playing and saying “breathe, calm down, get out of that thought. Stop the nervousness, stay calm”
I stood still and knew I was slowing down. I know why it is in my crises.
But when it came time for our appointment.
Dao and how I thought it would be easier, but no. Not even the Veterinarian, it was the two of them and André.
But I found out that she is a girl and that she is still at home because the Vet thought it was better to stay put until the second phase of medication and she adopted to stay with us.
In other words, I think the day reminds me that we’re not all supposed to have peace. .
There is no greater calamity than the
And Dao (it’s like Tao) 🙂

Days of Dao :)

21 days came to our house a cat. We do not know where it came from but the following day we went to a place to buy the food.
I know nothing about cats so I asked for my friend who has 11 cats.
Everybody who knows me and close they know that where is the cat.


As a rent in my house and I had to go I had to ask my friend to just put food when he comes back. The cat never allowed us to touching him he’s very small and if you’re close and they told me to just touch he doesn’t Allow.


But the most amazing thing is that we arrived a couple days here and yesterday André and his father saw the cat is under our car.
We have come from Ubatuba which is in front of the sea and came back to the house of the parents of Andre.

I don’t even believed that the cat had come because it is very hard to go from the sea up the city.
André was sure, so he put water and some food and quite fast heat.
Even if we hadn’t seen I thought let’s go to buy the food for the cat. The kind that we had learned from my friend Victor.

I found out the place of the animals of the house. Immediately I thought we had to find a way to take him back to her house in Ubatuba.
And then I saw he’s here I was so moved I cannot believe that he came all the way to travel with us.
André even had to understand where he’s coming from and we saw he goes inside of the car. I took so many pictures but he does not allow us to be close.

Andre’s parents knew a lot about animals and they have always made me to learn about patients. I understand that’s when people are pregnant have you had to wait for months this how are you feeling now is it going to go for me 🙂
Lets see when we will touch

20 days of thinking

When I arrives 20 years ago and my university das at Hofstra.I arrived at  happened 10 days before having  my class.As we arrived as foreigners , we have to sea our rooms. 

So in 20 days,  I have heard of people walk from different countries. They  different parts of the world from American,  Latin America from Europe Africa and Middle East
from Asia.  So I met and heard about their countries. 
Since I spoke Portuguese French Spanish and English I started with learning a lot about my friends. We did not have what’s up ,but I could hear different languages, and that I don’t know.    But I know that sun always called the family. 
  I starter to learn about Judaism,  Christianity Islam. I learn from,  I’m Taoism from Buddhism , Hinduism, sicle , spirituel, and Ignostic.
We arrived at the University and we are still yong.  We never have met so many People know the traditions.  We don’t care so much about religions.  I all about countries but I arrived 20 days before in, 911 .

I was in my room when my friend Caroline was desperate to talk.  I did not hear.  I heard the first bomb,  the second bomb than she was desperated.  I was close to my friend and I know her father works in the building. We were seating everything it was the TV.   

But luckily his father wasn’t working that day, but everything changed in the world and at the university.  It became much more difficult for my friends from the Middle East, countries in Africa, they are Islamic countries and they were seen with the eyes.

For me with my friends nothing has really changed as you wars have started I decided to learn more about international politics.
. I felt very sad oh my friends, who came from the   Middle East. None of them wanted the death of a new one.Just very sad to make people with fear with anger and without respect of other countries and traditions.

20 years ago real life then things change in one day.  I live in London and did my master and I abandoned my Phd at LSE. Therefore,  I was in was about Israel and Palestine.  
  I wander how people are being all over the world with Covid is there going to the university. I do know many friends wants to know about the power of the words

But now I don’t want to know what is the control inside.
I have a learn from my friends I’m from their traditions of different countries. Since Caroline lived with Pet they both came here in my house and it is in front of Sea.
And since Pet had invited me to go to China to , Hong Kong, I started to learn more about Asia, and Dao.
But every morning I look at the sun I look at the Sun and Sea , the proud earth and the moon. In a way I am glad to sea and I feel the Spirit are alive.

My border of me , and the other.

My First memories of my epileptic attack.
My college scholarship was for me to study in the US . In the first day I met at the fist day that I met Felipe, Leila and Mounia.

Felipe had a scholarship like me. We both are born in in Brasil. We had met me meat in the US. I met at first day days. As we were the first days , we met the foreigners. I met very fast Leila and Moon and we became friends. Mounia and Leila come from Morroco.

I people of the world, I became friends of people who came of different part of the of the world. Leila mother , and she was born in France, her father is from there. Her family lived for the world. In morro come speak in
But life is complete, Since I mix languages that in morocco some people speak Arabic and older speak French . Moon told me that to her parents she spoke in French, But her grandma did not speak French.Morocco becomes a French protectorate in 1921. But since my schools were in French and English when I was young and after I had to comas if it was from languages it would be harder to speak.

But life is complete, Since I mix languages that in morocco some people speak Arabic and older speak French . Moon told me that to her parents she spoke in French, But her grandma did not speak French.Morocco becomes a French protectorate in 1921. But since my schools were in French and English when I was young and after I had to comas if it was from languages it would be harder to speak

I traveled alone and then I was seeing the country and see the difference for additions but when I arrived the border between Morro and Ceuta, Spain.

Since I was traveling alone,This all the men told me it was very dangerous to travel alone I told him I always do it.He told me he travel here I transporting things to Spain in Celta invite me to be in the car.He told me he could show me all the places and I did.

It was comfortable in a car he was polite but as a crossed the man was so happy to me go out and even looking at my passport maybe because he could look I am not African but I didn’t know yet.

As I arrived the hotel I was in Europe the difference between the life I decided the following day I would come back to morocco.

As I went to the border it was the most sad moment that I have seen they were people way back to Africa disappointed that’s what was his plan didn’t work.

The police told me I should be the first it was a Normas Q of people and I told her I would stay.He told me and white you can go first it made me sad.

Even all the men who are black they told me it would be if I go the first and when I cross I could see any Normas few of hundreds and hundreds of people of the whole Africa trying to go to Europe.

So much injustice inside of my mind of my brain I don’t know as I came to the house of Moon I talked and how much I like morocco I love morocco but at night I had my first epileptic attack.

Translating my soul , my mind

My Mind and the Spirit . We are from the World.

I am 40 years and I am looking what is the path ? . I already read away
.
I was 13 years old and I said to mom “That if you know, I am not from my school”. I ran away several times. . So in my life it was the way to understand, what is the purpose of our life.

I can remember a lot , about me just going. From my first exchange,first university in Brasil, ran inside of my university

Hofstra in the Us, and to do an exchange to Amsterdam. I met my first husband Haiko, We moved do the UK. There I got Mimy master at the from my Phd LSD, but as I got my Phd I tan away . And I was aways run in the word. Then I had 2 comas and many times I came back to the Hospital. I was in hospitals in London, Thailand, Brasil. Those hade firsts I sleep in hospital.

Then I got a great new husband. Then we moved to Peru. And I loved Peru, but it is all in my brain. Sas I could not to speak , moving parts of my hands. Em lille by time I am back in my second Comas

The beginning was fear, and then angry, and bow I am great at medicine .

As I am here and from the word , I will write every day from what I have learned from the lessons and losses and how , and paths

As I have talking to my Professor Mustapha, I said I was influenced by the wild like us.

His class was “ Decolozin the mind” and that class always made me to understand my self. It always made to run my self .

I was born in Brasil. My school as a child it was in english, and in french. I was then living in Buenos Aires , and my school it was frechas and Spanish.

I studied for a few years at a school in Brazil, and I ran away from my university in Brazil.

And so many things I studied, and I tried to write. If it were schools, languages ​​I can’t study and I’m writing in my mind

Somehow the mind is part of me in the world. I’m still in my quest of my mind.g

My Mind and the Spirit . We are from the World.

I am 40 years and I am looking what is the path ? . I already read away
.
I was 13 years old and I said to mom “That if you know, I am not from my school”. I ran away several times. . So in my life it was the way to understand, what is the purpose of our life.

I can remember a lot , about me just going. From my first exchange,first university in Brasil, ran inside of my university

Hofstra in the Us, and to do an exchange to Amsterdam. I met my first husband Haiko, We moved do the UK. There I got Mimy master at the from my Phd LSD, but as I got my Phd I tan away . And I was aways run in the word. Then I had 2 comas and many times I came back to the Hospital. I was in hospitals in London, Thailand, Brasil. Those hade firsts I sleep in hospital.

Then I got a great new husband. Then we moved to Peru. And I loved Peru, but it is all in my brain. Sas I could not to speak , moving parts of my hands. Em lille by time I am back in my second Comas

The beginning was fear, and then angry, and bow I am great at medicine .

As I am here and from the word , I will write every day from what I have learned from the lessons and losses and how , and paths

As I have talking to my Professor Mustapha, I said I was influenced by the wild like us.

His class was “ Decolozin the mind” and that class always made me to understand my self. It always made to run my self .

I was born in Brasil. My school as a child it was in english, and in french. I was then living in Buenos Aires , and my school it was frechas and Spanish.

I studied for a few years at a school in Brazil, and I ran away from my university in Brazil.

And so many things I studied, and I tried to write. If it were schools, languages ​​I can’t study and I’m writing in my mind

Somehow the mind is part of me in the world. I’m still in my quest of my mind.