Confesso no começo foi minha raiva do André gostar mais do Chico de mim, depois virou de ficar uma solidão

Agora to começando de adorar , que virou a Solitude e observar o som dos pássaros quando estou na casinha que a Ju me deixou dormir e ficar quieta. Melhor de onde é a natureza , sem o Chico.

Até consigo comer a comida que ninguém pega e ser até em paz, mas se saio em qualquer lugar que vou elevai. Se estou indo para fazer xixi , e chico corre para colocar o dele. Se tem um minuto pula no lugar meu, por sorte a Ju não deixa

Já até estou perdendo a minha voz de gritar, pior sempre o chico quer me procurar até se eu estou sentada com a Ju e se escondia , agora já vai. Ali é minha única chance de ater perder até da solitude.

Quando a Ju vê ele corre encima de mim, e o André acha que é a amizade eu me escondo. A Ju sobe na árvore e me chama, Dao sobe.

Ali, vimos a nossa Solitude magnifica. Ficamos escutando os pássaros e o Mar nem precisamos pensar de nada, pelo menos assim encontramos o vazio.Que coisa maravilhosa que estou até admirando a minha solitude do lado de quem entende.
Dao

Out of all my sadness, I sat on the chair in the garden, Julieta who was already so sad, and André looking for Chico on the street.

But when Julieta sat on the beach chair in the garden, I felt and even heard the birds flying and I even wanted to tell her friend that Chico had disappeared, she said.

“A cat doesn’t have an owner, he’ll be back soon.”

André who was only really into Chico, but he started to stay close to me, Julieta meditating and the house was peaceful again.

I had even forgotten that peace, Gandhi came without a fight.

I don’t know where Gandhi goes and lives, sometimes he eats my food here. But I had already forgotten that I was the only cat who could sleep in the bed, it’s good to sleep without Chico.

But this morning when I woke up, Julieta calling “André, André, André, Dao Call Andre, Chico is back.”

To shock me even more, he came in my arms. He didn’t even run away, Chico walked in my arms. How he wants to copy me, how.

All my sadness came back stronger, sadness came back with anger.

I’m the only cat who doesn’t run away just for food. And worse, they want to make me a community.

Only if it’s so I can evolve from my ego.

Dao

Dao’s Words

I hate that Chico disappeared. I lived here for many years.

years. He arrived this year.

Actually, I hate that he came, but I hate it even more that he disappeared.

First, he was trapped in the big house, didn’t want to leave, and then he wasn’t afraid like I was for months to trust Julieta and André.

I hate that my healthy food has already gone to take my food, my play things that I don’t like, and I would watch Julieta playing with Chico. It’s silly because Chico is very young.

Worse, he lay down in our house, our bed, and even learned to get into the refrigerator.

Julieta left the refrigerator closed so he would never go in again, and I was jealous. I’ve never done that, I’m polite, so when she left I went in. I wanted to show that I’m not afraid of being trapped. And when it was closed, and she opened it to not leave. I wanted to show her my house. I didn’t run away like him, and to compare, I fought a war not to take my favorite food.

But today he disappeared, and I live here, and he’s only been here for a few months, and my anger became my concern.

How can I not watch him play, he climbs on the roof and I also played with him?

But I always traveled by car when I went on trips, but I had already stayed here and when I came back he always stayed here.

How I miss my anguish of not being here to share my food.

I wonder if he got hurt badly by Ghandi, maybe he got lost, I think all three of us are worried.

Dao

Dao, changed my life, better she will tell .

I used to watch birds, without any responsibility, and one day a cat showed up at home.

André was in love with the cat, and I was happy that the cat was free from nature, but I thought about the birds that flew and ate right next to us. We don’t even know if this cat was male or female for a long time. And I didn’t even consider that it would stay at home.

One day, we were traveling from Ubatuba to Guaratinguetá. And when we arrived, André suddenly said, “Ju, the cat is here.”

I thought it was impossible, how could I have gone, but in the end it was the same cat.

At my in-laws’ house, where they have dogs. Well, the cat was afraid of all of us. The dogs tried to check who was there, and we wanted to bring food and stay close.

It took a week and the cat was scared to death. And I was scared 🙂, of knowing what it does?

André told me, “Now you have to accept the house cat.”

I confess, I thought it was a disaster. It would eat the birds and I wouldn’t even see them. But life is funny, and I also started thinking about names it would be.

If I found out it was female, it would be Tara, if it was male, it would be Gandhi, but until we know, Dao or Tão (from Taoism). Anything that was in the style of Azia.

I immediately went to ask friends who have cats and for advice. I, who always love not having responsibility, have already been told. They even taught me that I need to have a vet, choose a pet shop, I should have my cat neutered and buy a cat box.

I even found out about the food selection, which was almost surreal, even considering it absurd, like what kind of wine I can afford 🙂

André was shocked that I would even bring a little house for Dao. And toys, yes, we need the transport box. Even without knowing if we would consider keeping it close to Dao.

Dao ran a search under the car, and was terrified of the dog.

But when Manuel managed to put him in the transport box, Dao saw inside the car, not in the engine.

There he started changing everything.

But now I’ll let Dao say what he thinks. Especially since a new cat has arrived.